There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit at a typewriter and bleed.
—Unknown
So What?
My dad was diagnosed with leukemia.
It feels like there are no words to follow this statement, and at the same time, too many words fill my mind. Perhaps it isn’t something I should write about in the first lead essay of the new year. Perhaps it is the exact thing I should write about in the first lead essay of the new year.
So much ambivalence in a simple sentence of six words: My dad was diagnosed with leukemia.
When I was a young teacher, before things like adopting older children from foster care, and navigating the juvenile justice system, and a loved one being diagnosed with cancer entered my life, I taught seventh graders to use the So What?test to determine a life lesson connected to a story. Nancie Atwell taught us that asking, “So what?” is one way to get to the life lesson of the story, a defining characteristic of memoir or personal essay.
My dad was diagnosed with leukemia.
Asking, “So what?” feels harsh.
Then I think about the words: There is nothing to writing. All you do is sit at a typewriter and bleed.
My dad was diagnosed with leukemia.
So what?
He is strong in his optimism.
My dad was diagnosed with leukemia.
So what?
I’m determined to lean in and not pull away.
My dad was diagnosed with leukemia.
So what?
He can choose the course of treatment. He asked what I thought. I said, “You make wise decisions; it’s not mine to decide.” He said, “I have a lot to live for; I can’t imagine not fighting.”
My dad was diagnosed with leukemia.
So what?
I’m glad I know the option of writing about the hard, raw, and conflicting things we face in life. My heart is soft to all those sitting in schools (adults and students) who received hard news over winter break. We are living in an era when structure is prioritized in literacy instruction. This week’s issue reminds us of the importance of humanity and the power of reading and writing to make sense of the hard things that often matter most.
Shine on,
Ruth Ayres
Editor in Chief

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Quote It:
New beginnings are often disguised as painful endings.
—Unknown
That’s all for this week!